The Autumn Sky

My no good boyfriend got me sick.

So for the first time this year, and like 3rd time this winter I am bed ridden.

And its only my second week in college. I am not happy so I went on The-n.com to take quizzes

Lol so okay its like quarter past one in the morning and Im on quizilla. Which always makes me giggle. and for those of you who are knowledgable about LKH work, the anita blake series then this will probably make more sense since I was talking "which anita blake vampire hunter character are you quizzes"

My result has caused for me to think long and hard

I can't get the fancy thing all up cause the site has changed a lot...but the text is whats important

"You are Jason, the Man-whore of St. Louis! You're sexy, great in bed, and you know it! Unfortunetly, so does half of St. Louis. Oh well, as long as you're enjoying yourself."

Im a little wounded XD;;...and frightened. Would it help if I said I answered some of the questions half jokingly...?

On another note in Oblivion I made a character that was suppose to look like Edward. Its fun. I take any mission that lets me kill shit

and I never wear a shirt XD (thats the character...me, myself always wear a shirt. Because Im no manwhore...er...lady whore)

So it looks like a I got a response to what I wrote yesterday. It doesnt look good. :\ I was expecting the worse though.

Wow, that is mind opening.

The 'double date' comment was meant as a joke. It was said in front of the boys, everyone laughed. It was not meant to deface your image or name. Nor do I believe it did.

I do not have to like everyone I meet. To be honest I was uncomfortable around Alex, which is normal for the first time I've met him. I don't understand how you came to the conclusion that Jb or I was rude to him, as for he didn't speak much to me. I have said to Ali that I would like to get to know him better, since he is your friend.

I have spoke to Jb about this and he wants to talk to you.

As for me holding myself above others, 'better than everyone' I think thats the comment that hurts the most. I havn't changed, tho I have been throwin into the world with has made me grown up. Who are you to pass judegement over me?

Excuse me for being defensive, but I do feel like I'm being attacked. And from the sides. I wish you spoke up sooner.

Can you answer this honestly? Have you spoken to our Ali about this issue?

My response

I dont see how you could find a comment like that funny. People got hurt by those words. Clearly you need to think over the consquences of what you say before you open your mouth.

I never said you had to like Alex, I just wanted you to show respect to him. Just like Im respectful of your friends. There was nothing stopping you from talking to him. If you wanted to get to know him better you had a great oppertunity to do it. So a bit of that is hard for me to believe.

I dont see why JB should be involved in this. Unless if it directly has to do with how he interacted with Alex. Otherwise I find it smart, and mature to leave him out of it.

Im not passing judgement I'm just telling you what I see. Its mearly an observation. I know the difference between growing up and being arrogant. Maybe I saw wrongly or maybe you just dont notice how you present yourself. And yes, you have changed.

You're not being attacked. If I was trying to attack you my language would be much more colorful and offensive. Im trying to address certain issues. You gotta understand you made a comment and it hurt me. And what makes it worse is that you didn't even realise it.

I have mentioned the inccident to Ali only for reasons of venting. No need to worry I wasn't trying to do anything dumb like getting her to choose sides. She's totally neutral as far as I know which makes me happy. I dont want her or anyone it doesn't involve a part of this.

This isn't looking well. I could be more mature about this but, Im having a hard time. :| It took nearly everything I had not to hit low but, I dont think Im doing that well with being an adult about this.

A part of me wants to saying Im being this way because I need to use extremes to get her to listen, and the other part is me just thinking Im just being an ass.

Oh wtf! Look at what I got!

To late emmy, Jb does have to do with this becuase you mention his name and said he actted rudly, now he has a chance to defend himself. I also vented to some of 'my firends' as you so kindly put it.

Funny? yes it was funny and i believe tolson was there for it and laughed as well. You may think you have something to hurt about, but if i'm being immature about this then i'm sorry. But the comment was said over a month ago, I'm sorry that your hurt but there was no ill meaning behind it.

If i wanted to hurt you emmy, I'd pay Mr.Mark to do.

I said i was sorry. That i understand. Can we please put this behind us and get on with the holidays.

I dont feel any sincerity in that apology. Maybe Im still too angry or maybe shes a fucking actress.

Originally I was just going to post this for tracking reasons. Cause Im paranoid as all hell and cant really afford to deal with certain situations without backup. But now Im posting this here since my message won't send. x_x

Sorry about your internet that sucks a bunch.

But as for what I wanted to talk about remember a while back, like a month ago when you and JB were here and we went to taco bell with Alex? Well I heard that you told greg that when we went out to eat it felt like a double date.

I know this was some time ago and I should have brought it up sooner. For all I know you might not even recall that far back. But, I didnt know how to really address it. But when I heard that comment it really upset me. And in all honesty my disapointment hasnt subsided.

I also heard that it was possibably Jb that said it but from what I heard it was you. And I just cant see why you or him would say something like that. Its not nice, and it makes me look bad. In fact it makes it sound like I was hanging all over alex and even though greg is a great guy for him to hear that would really upset him.

Also it makes Alex seem like a bad person and there's enough people giving me shit about being friends with him and reguardless of what people are saying Alex is my friend. He's only a friend, wont ever be more but that doesnt change the fact that I care about him. Just like you would care about Ali, livy, buddy, etc.

And when we went out I felt like you and JB werent very nice to Alex when he went out of his way and extended himself to you guys. I didnt appreciate the comment you made about him allegedly smoking pot. You made it sound like he was a bad person for it. Which you shouldnt use as a judgement against people when I KNOW you have friends that smoke.

It's starting to feel like you hold yourself and your frequently seen friends above everyone else. I dont know if you even realise it but you come across as you see yourself better than everyone. Its making me question the person your turning into. You were great to begin with. there's no reason to change.

I just felt like I really needed to address this with you. PLease dont feel like like your being attacked. Thats not my intention but, I'm just getting too old to deal with crap. Including off hand comments that make me look bad.

"why hello friend whom I havent been speaking with because I am peeved at you for reasons that are unknownst to you because you are a princess and you dont see your loose gossiping lips as weapons that can cause wrong. I heard some stuff thats really bothered me. Do you think you could e-mail me soon. thanks :D"

three days later

"Oh sounds serious should I be worried?"

"I doubt theres anything to worry about. But if you e-mailed me you would know the issue at hand instead of making sure your emotionally prepared because you dish out shit all the time. Again email me asap. Rather not have our discussion displayed on all of facebook. thanks :D"

Yeah, I finally got the ovaries to confront the princess about an issue that came up and shes being fucking illusive. Would be nice if she could just email me back. I'm trying to avoid having my business all up in facebook.

But knowing her see just wants to air all the drama she can. n_n; Im so tired of this bullshit. I just want to either rid myself of my hostility and resolve things or have the huge fight and get it over with. Its bad enough Im doing what I can to avoid her in person when I can. Which means me bailing out of the group gift exchange. Which was my choice but, who knows what could happen in a weeks time?

Im not going to make everyone else get stuck in the middle of a fight or have them choose sides. Im 19 and I want to be mature about this stuff. even if it is highschool shit.

Oh Fucking fuck fushia fudge fuckles!

I swear I was just eating some pixi stix till my stomach hurt. Then my stomach hurt so I stopped and before I fucking knew it my sinus started to fuckign burn and I could smell wonderful sugary death.

I think I snorted a pixi stick and I dont even fucking remember it!

FUCK

O_o

In other new my boyfriend. (the one that was holding seifer in my last entry) Has left for Ohio for the holiday. He'll be back on the 28th Only have about a week to go till he's back. ._. though I havent seen him since Sunday. Though Im gonna try not to whine too much 'bout it. No one likes that.

So...who's excite for christmas? :O

I dont get christmas spirit till I watch Love Actually. Im just watching it now. I know.. bit late I supppose but, my christmas will be going on for at least a good week after the holiday..so its okay right?

Plus...all my shopping is done...well except for my boyfriend e_e;; but he wont be back till after christmas anyways...;

I made a snow angel today in the 2+ feet of snow that fell. Plus theres about 5-8 more inches on its way! :DDD

I do not suggest making snow angels in snow so deep. I almost met an angel in my attempt to get out. @_@

I also started on a snow sculpture of a woman. So far shes just a head, shoulders, boobs, hips, and thighs. :D Once Im done she's going to scare the shit out of people since she looks like a blizzard victim.

Seriously, it looks a person who died in the snow. >D yeah, im fucking sick.

Just because I think I needed to add this

"Greg" [3:29 P.M.]: sooo what u up to girl?
"Emmy" [3:29 P.M.]: looking for good pictures of seifer :D
"Greg" [3:29 P.M.]: oh cool
"Emmy" [3:30 P.M.]: which if you ever wanted to cosplay I think would be perfect for you.>>
"Greg" [3:31 P.M.]: oh i see :-)
"Greg" [3:31 P.M.]: probably
"Emmy" [3:31 P.M.]: which is only a good thing because for a fictional guy I find seifer crazy hot |D
"Greg" [3:31 P.M.]: oh really ;-)
"Emmy" [3:31 P.M.]: yup
"Emmy" [3:32 P.M.]: not to mention hes just pure badass
"Greg" [3:32 P.M.]: yeah
"Emmy" [3:32 P.M.]: hes a villian for like most of the game :D
"Emmy" [3:32 P.M.]: villians= AWESOME
"Greg" [3:32 P.M.]: i still have him sitting in my room somewhere
"Emmy" [3:33 P.M.]: seifer?
"Greg" [3:33 P.M.]: ya
"Emmy" [3:33 P.M.]: are you thinking of squall?
"Greg" [3:33 P.M.]: no its seifer
"Emmy" [3:33 P.M.]: really? ._.
"Greg" [3:33 P.M.]: yeah
"Emmy" [3:33 P.M.]: *dies*
"Greg" [3:34 P.M.]: 'he has the same trench coat on
"Greg" [3:34 P.M.]: and hair
"Emmy" [3:34 P.M.]: *just dies*
"Greg" [3:34 P.M.]: but he has the gun sword thing
"Emmy" [3:35 P.M.]: gunblade
"Greg" [3:35 P.M.]: yeah
"Emmy" [3:35 P.M.]: both seifer and squall have it
"Greg" [3:35 P.M.]: yeah i have seifer
"Emmy" [3:35 P.M.]: *cou*fate*gh*
"Greg" [3:35 P.M.]: im holding him actually
"Emmy" [3:36 P.M.]: the image of that in my mind just made my brain explode

Oh man I am SOOO determind >O

No man I mean it!

And no it has nothing to do with school. Because I cant register for my freaking classes which means Im gonna have to drive forty min to wait for another twenty and then listen to some old flatulent ask me a million questions. Or see them judge me when all I want to do is take some bullshit classes so I dont lose my medical and then worry about the real stuff during the summer.

BUT! What I DO want to do is get my boyfriend to cosplay. >> I think he should do it. He's got the perfect build for it. Well he'd be perfect if he was a touch taller but who pays attention to how one physically looks for cosplay? Cause it doesn't usually come up but, if he did he'd pretty much be perfect. :D

I think he'd make a perfect Seifer from Final Fantasy 8 and Seifer has always been a favorite video game character of mine.

Yeah, okay so some sick part of me just wants to live a fantasy with a fictional character. e_e' I'm willing to admit that much.

But I think it would be fun. >>; just maybe not for both parties.

Though, I doubt the boy will ever agree to it. He's embarrassed easily.

Not that I know how you could feel embarrassed at a con. ._.

I bet his sister would cosplay with me! She's waaay cooooler than him. She just wouldn't make a good Seifer XD;

On the bright side its snowing like crazy out!! Yay! I loves the snow! Even though this is suppose to be a HORRIBLE snow storm. Yay blizzard!?

Okay...so tonights Ep of Heroes totally got me all hot and bothered!

..Okay..not really...at least not in a sexual way.

...well..not too much. XD;;

But Im excited! Season four is really starting in like a month and a half!? YES!! So In order for me to celebrate iiiiittttssss QUIZ TIME!

Which Heroes character are you? Your Result: Hiro Nakamura   You are Hiro Nakamura. You can bend space and time with your mind. You always try to do what is right and you are very innocent. Maybe too innocent. You took a trip to the future and saw NYC blow up. Now you are focused on saving the world. You also love sci-fi.
Issac Mendez
Peter Petrelli
Claire Bennet
Sylar
Matt Parkman
Nathan Petrelli
Niki Sanders
Which Heroes character are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

You know...I find this really accurate. Who else would I be? Really, I know you all would think of me as being Hiro..and if not whats wrong wit j00!? If I wasn't Hiro I could see myself as Peter. But for fun lets see if I can find another quiz! :D

Alright...so I can't find any other quizzes atm. They are either too simple ie: "who do you want to be?! :D" and then it shows a list of characters names. >> That stuff dont fly with me.

Or I'm required to join a site. Not thanks.

By the way I just have to say in tonights finale I developed a slight love for Sylar. He's so fucking Batshit crazy it's amazing!

But he used to annoy the piss outta me.

btw I'm STILL sick. x_x I finally started to get better then I had a coughing fit and took cepacol and got sick from that. It all blows baloogas.

Man Im jonesing for some serious helpings of icecream.

Like monsterous globs of it.

I was the icecream serving to look grotesquely large and threaten to eat me instead.

And Have it contain everything but the kitchen sink. I want cookie dough, fudge, walnuts, peanutbuttercups, everything!

Except for sprinkles. Thats like eating chalky wax to me.

So Im sick again! Yeah, I know! There was an actual break from my last entry of when I was sick. I had a cold, then got my period, then got sick again!

Must be all that holiday cheer. I gotta cut down on it. Its killing me. XD

WTF mom? WTF?

I do not want to start my day hearing about how you want grandchildren.

Or about how you can't wait to see me get married. (Even though I think it would be a lot of fun to have a wedding! But Im so not ready to settle down. Im too young!)

I especially, dont want to have conversations about how it would be OK if I came home pregnant because, I have some college under my belt. 'Cause I would be a horrible mother at 19. Im just not meant for it till I've learned to be an adult.

I don't need these kinds of worries.

For I want to be highly educated and in a secure job before reproducing.

And fuck you awesome BBC drama for having tonights ep focus on the pregnant girl!

Even if I am totally wrapped up in whats going to happen next.

I swear to God some of this aggression is just cause Im at the end of my period.

So, who's excited for Christmas? :D

I bought a pine scented votive to make my room smell like a tree

I have no idea what I'll do for tomorrow.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

PLease tell me it isn't true that David Tennant will no longer be playing the Doctor in Doctor Who!!!

I don't think I can cope if this is true.

When I heard rumours that Robert Pattinson (the guy that placed Cedric Diggory in HP4, and Edward in Twilight) might be taking the role of The Doctor I was confused and scared but I figured they were just telling me that as a mean joke. (even though I saw it on tv). Still I wouldn't be surprised is cablenetworks new my love for Doctor Who!

THe only thing that could make up for this is if they have David Tennant play the Riddler in the next Batman movie.

Oh and I just saw the Ups truck drive by my house! Guess who found their package on their porch?

I DID! :D

WARWICK, 12/02/2008 4:53 A.M. OUT FOR DELIVERY
RI, US

12/02/2008 4:52 A.M. DESTINATION SCAN

12/02/2008 2:30 A.M. ARRIVAL SCAN


Alright, I'm not feeling so mad any more. In fact I have forgiven the previously mention from yesterday involving my shipping.

And for the stalkers out there Warwick isn't far from my house so that means my package should be here by tomorrow. Most likely late afternoon today.

If I do get my books today it looks like King Dork will get kicked to the curb for the second time.

I really like the book. I want to find out what happens but...sometimes I neglect great books. (I highly recommend that someone reads this book so they can convince me I need to read it and then we can book talk the poo outta it.)

"People are gonna start asking if youre from concentrate. 'Cause I'm gonna beat you to a pulp!"~ME XD though, I bet I heard it somewhere in a semi-conscience state and think I came up with it.

So I'm not really into drinking hot chocolate. Yes, I hear the gasps and those yelling its a sin. Also when I do have hot chocolate or most dessert drinks (yes I consider it a dessert drink lol) I don't put whip cream on it...no its not a sin or me being a health not. Cause I'm not even close to one.

BUT! anyways so instead of going all hot chocolate in the winter I usually just jazz up my coffee. Usually, I drink my coffee dark with skim milk and I'm being honest when I say I like the taste. Unless if we are talking iced coffee (for those of you outside new england that hasn't yet been able to discover this beverage its like hot coffee thats twice as strong and is half ice. Its a cold drink) Cause Ice coffee tastes horrible. x_x that I need to be made with cream or extra whole milk.

...its taking way to long to talk about my awesome coffee beverage! :0

So! What I do in the winter is take a cup of hot coffee put in some milk, you know make the usual coffee and THEN! I put whipcream on the top! :D Once I do that I take either cinnamon or pumkin spice (both is delicious) and sprinkle the drink with it. Well this morning I didn't have a spoon to eat the whipcream with. (im too awkward to drink the stuff without it ending up on my whole face) So I took some strawberry Pocky (the kind I eat is from Thailand) and mixed the coffee with it! :D Which is actually a great combination. Don't believe me try it!

Actually, at a local icecream shop I would get softserve icecream and you could have two flavors put together in a swirl (like what they usually do with chocolate and vanilla) but I would have coffee and strawberry icecream. :D BEST THING EVER!

On another note you know of Akon (the singer/rapper/whatever title he goes by?). Did you know Akon as a term is the abbreviation for one of the two most prodominate types of Drawfism? No? Well I bet he doesnt either.

Or he's a spokes person

...in disguise


......like an ultra secret agent.

.........that would totally make me buy a CD. Just to support his cause of being an agent that helps those with drawfism.

UPS and Barnes and Noble why have you teamed up against me? TT_TT

After I've been such a loyal costumer I thought you would take care of me and avoid hurting my feelings.

When you tell me its three days for delievery I'm willing to understand things happen. I'd be happy if my package arrives by the 4th day.

But when you make me wait six days for an order thats suppose to take three days I feel hurt, betrayed, and a little lied to.

There;s nothing fast about six days. Thats standard delievery time.

Im jsut glad my shipping was free or else it would have cost me close to nine dollars for it to be delivered.

Im sticking to borders from now on. The most I pay for shipping from them is three dollars.

In fact I think Im gonna buy some books from them now.

So yeah, Im totally getting sick. I always get sick a week before my period.

._. This sucks...plus Im using my voice.

..I always lose my voice this month.

So my entry from yesterday was cut short. XD But only 'cause I hit the wrong button. I was too lazy to fix that.

So Im trying to learn tagalog but...Im not rocking it as hard as I would like. I'd learn better if I just learn phrases instead of words because I don't want to have worry about things like conjugation. Blah, I hate grammer.

Im still stewing about some gossip my friends had spread around. I should let it go and talk to them about it but, once I do that more drama will ensue. Which is kind of making me not want to talk at all but, now Im basically leaving myself shut in. ._.; The only time I go out is when my boyfriend wants to go somewhere and thats not good. I really should leave the house more but, I havent been wanting to see anyone.

That leaves me feeling guilty because I do have some really great pals but, I know I haven't been really great recently so I don't want to pass that a long. I have the option to go out today but, Im going to pass. The roads are icey and Im cold. I'll just have to promise them another day.

So I totally forgot how much I love the first lord of the rings movie. The other few...I dunno they were chill but, I'll have to re-watch them to remember which is my fav but, I always recall the first one as being the more watchable of the three.

Im too sleepy to write any more. Must be all that damn carrot cake.

What kind of friend would tell your boyfriend that when you went out to eat with the friend her boyfriend, and one of your close friends that it felt like a double date? I didn't know picking up food from taco bell for your friends whinning boyfriend qualified as a double date.

If someone told me that about Greg it would make me upset and think poorly about the friend he was with.

Greg has never met my friend that I had come with us and a lot of people has started crap about how greg had better watch out. Not cool at all. So of course Greg is uncomfortable whenever Im with him. I figured if I got my friends to meet him they would reassure greg that everything was fine. I would never be disloyal. I have no reason to be. Plus I wouldn't be able to live with myself.

But no, of course they twist the visit around and make it seem like a double date. wtf. And my friend totally extended himself to them. Drove them to get food when he wasn't hungry. Invited him to his house. Loads of stuff!

I'm worried that if people keep up crap like this its eventually going to kill my relationship. Not only with them but, with greg. Everyone has their breaking points.

I lied when I said I was too sleepy. Truth is Im just really frustrated.

You would think eleven years of being friends would mean there would be a whole lot more trust and kindness.

I need to get the giftcards far, far away from me.

I can not be allowed to put more money on them

or spend my christmas money for selfish purposes

My mom recently told me I need more God in my life. As a Buddhist I felt I had my fill. You know Gods there in my but, I feel Im comfortable with my relationship with him. No need for any more or less.

Well I was talking to my boyfriend and he's decently religious. Goes to Church regularly all that jazz. Anyways this was kinda how the conversation went.

Me: you mentioned it was going to be like your thanksgiving since you were going to be at your pastors house on thursday
Greg: yeah
Greg: well
Greg: no we r having a thanksgiving meal at their house too
Greg: we just wanted to have our own too
Greg: because we didnt really wanna go to their house
Me: then why are you going?
Greg: but they sorta trapped us
Greg: well we couldnt say no
Me: lol how? did they have ropes or threaten to send you to hell? XD
Greg: no
Greg: they knew we werent having family up
Me: ah..
Me: I would have lied my way out of that one XD but that could be the difference church makes
Greg: yeah

I felt I had the potential to be funny but I guess there's nothing humorous about God. ._. I feel maybe my mom had a point.

But wouldn't it be slightly funny if a pastor threatened to send you to hell if you didn't have Thanksgiving dinner with them?

...like if they didn't really mean it?

Well at least Im giggling mildly

Goodness Im posting more than I really intend to but I've jsut a zillion thoughts on my mind. Suppose that happens after leaving school, quitting your job, and finally getting ready to go back to school while the friends you thought had your back are slowly ruining various raltionships.

Hey, when my life has drama it gets up there...otherwise its a status quo of snoozing.

Which is probably why I have so many great ideas but I can never put them to an actual use since they're just snippets of things.

Of course now Im really off topic.

Im starting to feel like its time to start new. Which in a sense I am in a lot of ways but, I feel I need to change virtually everything in my life. Earlier today I was looking at colleges that were out of the country. Yeah, I know chances of me actually doing that is crazy slim but, its still possible. Plus the way I look at it I have roughly two years since I'll be at community college for a while getting back into the swing of things.

Im just tired of how things are. Im really bored with everything, and everyone. Its all so same note. Yet, this could be part of my problem.

I feel like a square of butter stuck on an island of dry toast.

Have you ever been so hungry you've felt like you could eat anything in sight?

But then when you come across the food you suddenly become picky and say "No, no I don't want to eat that. It won't fill me up." and it just keeps on going like that until the only thing you want to eat isn't even in the house? Then you feel yourself swirl around in your thoughts and think 'I'm going to crack up from this hunger.'

'Cause Im totally dealing with that. Like Im crazy jonesing for homefries and a bacon egg and cheese sandwhich. I guess I could get a crappy version of that at Dunkin Donuts but, I don't want to. I hate that place ever since I quit. Now when I eat there I feel sick. Maybe its the manager trying to kill me lol? We never did get a long.

But seriously. Im crazy hungry.

Usually coffee does the trick with surpressing my hunger but I just totally need a hardcore awesome meal ASAP.

Now I crave Taco Bell.

You know what would be amazing? Some chinese food!

No no, I want cambodian now.

oh man. Im going to eat my computer soon.

Lol well I do. Seriously? When have I not come back after near indefinate hiatus?

Well..come on now..when?

Thats right! You can't answer that!

But if my LJ did talk to me I suppose I would have more problems than Lj could fix via my writing about them.

So, I seem to be far more addicted to energy drinks than I thought. Seriously I try kicking the stuff but no more than three weeks go by till I find myself chugging down a cool one.

Suppose there are worse addictions in life. But ODing on vitamins is not pretty. In fact if you consume too much vitamin C it will clog your arteries. Iron will damage your Heart and the list goes on. Scary huh? And the vitamin C thing. They put that in everything!

And wtf is up with those high frustose corn syrup commercials? Fuck you US goverment! God corn products make me hulk out. I think I hate corn bi products more than... uuh than I hate hearing the combination of the words 'strawberry cheese danish'. ugh it just sents shivers down my spin. Like trying to wipe a chuck board clean with velvet. Bad textures man. I hate velvet..well must of it. It just feels...wrong.

Sometimes towels freak me out too. If their textures are off.

You know that goverment crap going to get me black listed but I don't care. As soon as I work up enough PMS Im gonna write them bitches a scary letter!

REAL scary. Like Im gonna draw zombies on it!

...unless if you think my drawing dismembered zombies would come across as a threat of possible harm I would inflict on their bodies.

You knwo you can't trust the man. So Im gonna just stick to jack-o-lanters.

Plus I don't want to scar Obama. He's pretty BAMF. But the rest of the government. BOO!

I am perfectly aware it is nearly thanksgiving and not Halloween. No need to point that out. Im just on a bit of a delay is all.

I have to be honest I don't like thanksgiving meals. I don't really like Turkey, or potatoes, or anything. Except for the cranberries. Cause who doesn't want some of that bad ass ninja fruit? Plus it keeps your pee fliters healthy! Keep peeing the clean urine folks!

I need to cut my nails. Im approaching villian status with their length.

OMFG how awesome would it be to make my own costume and run around being a villian!?

Of course when I say villian I really just mean someone who reaks minor havoc. Like prankster of some sort. Like I would wear a load of purple and be THE PURPLE PUNK! or THE PINK POLTERGUIEST! but the last one of course wouldn't be purple. Cause..well that would be silly. XD

So I chopped off all my hair the other day. I was really trying to get it back to its former length of 2 1/2 feet but gosh..its hard. Plus I think Im better with short hair at my age. I don't have time for fussing around. Though I should probably get that redish purple out of my hair. I look like I should be in a punk band. Which btw is actually totally BOSS when you think about it. XD unless you hate punk with every fiber in your being. But man life is too short. Why hate?

Of course now I bet I seem totally flip floppy now after my rant about the government.

Ah, Im just gonna play the 'im still young' card. :D